After 3 hours of just sitting on her couch, Isa finally stands up and takes a breath. A really deep breath.
She looks at the pile of tissues beside the couch.
She chuckled. What the hell she just did?
Wasn’t she telling herself that he doesn’t want to know about him anymore just a moment ago? But look what she did. Bawled her eyes out over that jerk? She must be losing her mind.
But fine Isa, everyone knows that the mind can manipulate but feelings won’t.
She took a deep breath once again and walked into her room. But soon after, the tears started to come out again.
The picture of Isa and all of her friends — including Wonnu still hanging beside her bed. It’s one of the good memories of Wonnu and Isa. At least, It’s a good memory for Isa.
It must be hard for her, of course it’s hard. We all know she has been through this, a thousand times. 3 years spent at school together, 2 years spent at uni after that. 5 years isn’t a short time, right?
They have been through so much things together, but not together.
With tears still coming out from her eyes, she takes that hanging picture and tears the part that Wonnu was showing.
“I hope you’ll always find me”
“In everything, in everyone, in every way.”
It may sound pathetic, but let her be.
Let her be, let her grieve, let her drown in her sadness. Until she forgets all the sorrows that keep haunting her every night.
“This is the end of us.”
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